As days goes by.... thoughts of you ruptures through my mind;
Volcanic eruptions of a single word, "Forgiveness", splashes alphabetically... so desperately trying to find;
A course in time that links you and I back together again; holding each other and feeling the warmth of our love;
As I reminisce about those laughter's and memorable chapters of our lives;
Hugs and kisses electrifying our bodies; bringing us into a trans-dermal state that only defines romance;
I am engulfed with all types of emotions; my body stretches out for your compassion and devotion;
Thinking of the times we spent together makes me smile; cherishing the moments we had, tears of unforgettable times
sheens my eyes;
Now I am left with only thoughts of missing and needing you;
No one ever said that love is easy, and then again our internal hearts were never built to appear smooth, unblemished, and sexy;
mistakes we learn from; experience we grow from; and the extent of time heals all wounds;
I know that you will never forget the wrongs that I have done; but I asked that you give me another chance to make things right;
I never meant to take you for granted;
The periods we spent together were so real and enchanted;
To lose them... I would have to put up a fight;
And even then I would endure with all my might;
I wish I could have represented you better;
As a friend, a lover, a companion, a benefactor, and et cetera;
I want to give you my all;
For consolidation your arms I need in order to keep away the loneliness;
when i think back on the times I have looked into your eyes;
I begin to realize how much I need you in my life;
Never have I felt this way about loving; never have I felt so good and assuring;
Each day that I spend without you takes my breath and starts a burning in my chest;
I feel so weak, discombobulated, and incompetent when I think of you;
Life wouldn't mean a thing just emptiness if I have to live without you;
Although action speaks louder than words; I ask that you accept these expressions and forgive me for goodness;
until I am able to reach you physically remember that I love you more than words,
And in due time through your acceptance I will animate these words with every inkling of my mind soul and body
Written by Ricky Mitchell
Copyright 2009